Wow!! I don't log on to here for like a month and got over 6000 deviations...Crap...
Well the plus side is I went through 3000 of them already so that's not too bad!
Oh and I am no longer the knight called 'smpobsessor'...I am now the knight called 'Rest-Calm'!

Things have been pretty good.
One the 30th me and our family friend Jen are going to see Nickelback, Seether, Bush and My Darkest Days at All-State Arena and I'm so freaking EXCITED! All the bands are awesome with a little partiality to MDD and Nickelback but I have a feeling its gonna be KILLER!!

So that was the good news. The semi-bad news is that I'm kinda getting to the end of my rope with my step-dad. I'm sick of the Jekyll and Hyde. I told my mom the next time I see my therapist, I want us all to sit down and talk this shit out b/c I can't take it anymore and neither can mom. He's just...not the same anymore...His attitude pushes everyone away and he wonders why we don't talk to him or want to do things with him. B/c he's miserable all the time and tries to take everyone down with him!

He has no respect for anyone and doesn't even see what he's doing to those around him, even if you say it to his face!!

I actually thought about SIing in the past week or so b/c he's really getting to me even though I'm trying like hell to not let him.

:iconphoenixphye:, I'm so glad you'll be here in a couple of weeks. You might be our saving grace for the time you're here.
Me and mom decided that since he has the next couple of days off from work, that when he's not around, we're gonna try to put up my punching bag. I've been eying my wall more and more and that's not a good thing. My 'Butterfly Project' playlist helps a ton and its one of the best things my therapist recommended!
I think going to the concert and hopefully having a good time will be good for me. Maybe make me smile more.

In other news, we got a new girl at work b/c the guy I mentioned before, Shawn, left. She's really nice and cool to work with, maybe a little scatterbrained but cool.

Not sure what else to write at the moment but I hope everyone's doing ok at the moment.
and I miss you guys so much!

Also, I should make a new ID soon...getting kinda sick of looking at this one, as pretty as it is...

Peace out!!

Blessed be and ,
*~*Rest-Calm*~*

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